Well I guess the first update is I slept with the tiny brazilian girl on Friday. Nothing too tricky. I met her at the station and walked her to this awesome Chinese noodle place. YUMMYYYY. After we eat we go back to mine. She didn’t let me kiss her in public, and even at my house she’s super shy again. Jesus. I just keep molesting her. Also I just kept referring very casually to the sex we were goin to have. I’d be like “so, movie, then sex? Or sex then movie? What do you think?” and she’d say “Movie” …… she never once said “What, I’m not going to sleep with you!” Which I’d have expected.
We’re getting hot and heavy on the couch and I say “let’s get into bed!”
In bed, she won’t let me take her clothes off. She’s all “turn the light off” … even when I’ve got ALL the lighs off, save for the laptop light she’s STILL saying “it’s too much light!” … she’s THAT shy where she wants it to be pitch black. I decide to be an a-hole so I say “ok, nevermind” and I roll over like I’m going to sleep. I wait around 2 mins… then I hear her breathing getting heavy. WTF !! I rouse her and proceed to remove her clothes. She’d told me she takes forever to reach orgam (with head and fingering) and I decide to test the theory. I finger her for a while and she doesn’t even make a peep. Like, not a PEEP. It’s kind of creepy when you’re fingering a girl to complete silence. You know? Like, what the fuck? It’s like she’s dead or something. Or not complying. It feels a bit rapey. So, I decide “surely she’ll enjoy a bit of sex.” So I’m still like switching positions and shit and after like 5 minutes she’s like “I want you to come!” … and I say “but then it will be over” and she said “I want you to come” and I say “Are you not enjoying it?” and she said “yea I am but I want you to come”
So I came and it ended and it was all a bit shit.
I can’t see how a guy with options with girls would get a girlfriend who just didn’t put the effort in in the bedroom. Like once you’ve had women that love blowing you and massaging you and making you happy – what the fuck? It’s just funn because within a few days I’ve had a girl who absolutely loves it – and a girl who’s pulse I have to measure to make sure she was alive. Maybe it’s not her fault. It’s just the way she is. But still….
Dunno If I’d bother seeing her again. I feel a bit guilty not… should I be feeling that? I still think that, because I’ve slept with a girl I’m a douche for not seeing her again. Hmmm…. I guess this goes away if you get to know girls a bit more before you bed them…..
Rockstar is over. That’s a relief. I really didn’t like those guys… they were kind of douchebags for the most part. I only really liked one of them…. the Frenchman! He was a great guy. And, one of the business advisorts was cool too. Most of the students just weren’t that interesting … but a couple were proper dickheads. Mr M let me stay in one of the Rockstar houses for the last while which was awesome as I’ve been looking for a flat. I’m sad to leave the brick land area – it fuckin rocks around here! Maybe I’ll find something around here….
I’ve got the dancer coming round in a couple of days …. Better get my urges sorted before I’m homeless again….
Should be a fun couple of weeks… I’m goin to be staying with a couple of old friends, Yad for a bit, and Ace too… so I should have some interesting posts coming up!