Jan 6th (fun new routine for in field, lame night)

Just got back from “gaming” in Utrecht. Place we went to was deadMy goal today was to be super kino escalation guy. Just touch touch touch. There really weren’t many hot sets but I tried it on a few. One girl I’m grabbing, touching etc and her friend runs over drunk and she’s hiccupping a lot. So this girls solution is to hold her friends ears and kind of pull them upward and the drunk girl drinks a glass of water. Weird. Anyways, as she’s doing that I’m like “awesome your hands are full, I can do whatever I want!” and then I grab her tits. She doesn’t seem phase so I’m like “awesome!” and then I put my face between her boobs and just go “blaublahbalbhalb” … she’s like “hey!!” … and eventually they run away

Did it on a couple more sets and girls just moved off dancing … hmm maybe I should talk to them a bit and then go super kino?? I literally was opening with it and talking and molesting them. Met some other pua’s here in Holland who were pretty cool. The girls I met tonight were not particularly hot, or even interesting. Ah well…

Oh, one girl I think sutbly told me off. She was like "dutch girls are pretty laid back, you should just like talk to them more" ... or something. This one I wasn't actually doing the kino stuff on... hmmm

Oh I did this one thing that’s pretty cool – one of the pua’s I met told me about this game…. It’s called “tell them” … basically the rule is nything you say about someone you have to go tell them to their face. aSo if I say to my buddy “that girl as a great ass!” he says “tell her” and I have to walk over there and say to the girl “Hey, we have this game called tell her – the rules is anything you say about someone you have to go tell them to their face – so I had to tell you that I think you’ve got a great ass!”
It’s money! A great game to play for newbies but really fun for anyone really … it’s great practice for honest game which I advocate wholeheartedly. If anyone goes about this please post in here and let me know how it went ;)

What I learned tonight: Try chatting for a bit, then doing super kino guy and see what happens... most girls won't freak out though even if you do it, they'll just continue on doing their thing...
Right. Lame night… Till next time….

Jan 5th 11.30 pm (STD CLINIC MAKEOUT!! LOL!!)

Even thought the plan was to stay in Utrech tonight, the dutch hottie wanted me to come over last night. She called me 3 times in the day while I was sleeping!! I think fuck it and I make my way over there. We watch some of the x men movie on tv and chat a bit. I’m cuddling her a lot. She tells me she’s on her period. Am actually ok with this as my penis still feels strange (more on that later) … I start teaching her this card game but we never get around to playing it – watched a bit of resident evil. She has to go to bed around 12.30 .. I come with her and give her a massage and play with her boobs a bit, though she’s like trying to preotect them… wearing 2 shirts to stay warm at night! Nice boobies though. Yum! I don’t really try much and sneak out to watch tv as it was way before my bedtime … in the morning she gets up before I get a chance to sneak back in the bed with her. I go to hug and kiss her and she pushed me away! “someone’s not a morning person!” I think. I freeze her out figuring she’ll come hug me put she doesn’t. I can feel how the energy has changed totally. It’s ackward… I realize I don’t actually know her and am not really that into her. Even the night before there wasn’t that much to talk about …


I think actually I was just bein too huggy and lovey. The night before she’d said “are you always this cuddly with girls?” and I say “just with the ones I really like” … also she asked me how many girls I’d slept with – I didn’t like … she started guessing at 50, then down to 40, then 30 and I said “around that, yeah” … (I’m on 35 or 36 now) … dunno if that was part of it – maybe I never will….

Just the same the lesson is, don’t be so huggey and needey. Yad told me this a while ago but I didn’t really take it to heart. More alpha. Keep you hands in your pockets he’d told me …

And – if you’re going to pump the shit out of her Buying Temperature, you have to seal the deal!! I realize a lot of the “mutual” attraction was just me being super fun, so she’s attracted to me – but simply because she’s laughing so much and having fun I think she’s really into me. And she is – but you can’t keep that up all the time. There’s a certain different energy on the first date. You feel like there’s really this “click” but it’s just “game” … not really game but I just know what buttons to press to really get her having fun. She actually told me on our first date “you seem to know what to do to get a reactions out of me” or something along those lines. I said “we just have chemistry, I’m just being myself” – which is true, but I’m being myself to the max, really turning it on, you know?

Anyways – that first night I could have just said “this is amazing – let’s go to your house, we don’t have to do anything I just want to be with you tonight” and she’s have said yes for sure … after that her doubts and bullshit would have not been there… she’s worried about sleeping with me – once I get that out of the way everything would have been ok I think….



Now I can’t call her again… even if she call me again I’m probably going to ignore her – at least till I get back from my upcoming travels.

My friend T summed it up - I feel like I’m cheating or some shit because I know all this game stuff. But from now on I will frame it like Johnny s – “I make friends first and I sleep with all my female friends. I care about them all” … I actually told her about this way of thinking and she thought it made sense but I didn’t say I was doing it, just that I’d seen videos about it and that I was thinking about it.

Also i need to accept that girls wanna fuck and enjoy it as much as we do (which I know) ... i feel like i'm taking a "gift" from girls which is fucking stupid. David X talks about this as well.

Yea man I am tired of this shit, I am really going to start fucking on day 2’s… I think it’s usually possible. This girl was cold at first but after 3 hours with me she was ready and talking about fucking!!

Fuck it. Girls everywhere

Oh back to my funky penis: Had a burning eurethra and wet feeling in same area after last girl I slept with (eek) … internet said it was funghal infection probably. Used some liuid anti bacterial shit and it seemed to go away. Also symptoms were next day – std’s take 5 days to kick in …. So this whole time I hadn’t got checked out … Finally went to the STD clinic to get checked out today. After speaking to the doctor guy there (and this pua here, who I just met tonight) – (he had the same symptoms) and he said he had an urinary tract infection and they gave me antibiotics. So maybe I need those! … I don’t have a family doctor out here so not sure how to proceed … will look into it. Hopefully it will die off on it’s own but I don’t think it will at this point… but nothing major. It doesn’t even count as an STD

I did three sets in the clinic!! Hehe … the chix there were HOT!! I mean it makes sense, right? Hot girls have a lot of guys after them, they are bound to be doing some fucking right? Hehe

Set 1: young Indian looking hottie, tight body. My opener “Omg! You are WAAY too cute to have aids!” and then “somebody’s been naughty!!!”

Was really funny. She was digging me but was more concerned about getting her test results. What a bitch :P

Second set sitting down. Very cute girl – I asked her what she was in for and she said she was getting medical treatment for a long term condition. Eek. She said not too serious. Eek. She was very cute and giving me massive oio’s. she had some really weird shit going on with her lower lip thought so I left it. When she came out of the room she actually poked me and gave me a big smile and wave goodbye. Man it was crazy. Fought the urge to chase after her… maybe I should have just fucked the herpes ridden bitch in the toilet…. That’s what condoms are for, right?

Shit is running behind schedule so I figure I’ll learn Spanish (I’m learning Spanish – planning a trip to south America!)

i keep getting distracted of thoughts about having AIDs and shit so it doesn’t last long. (but not I know have to say “I have aids” in Spanish – lol)

Third set – this VERY cute tall girl with TIGHT body sits 1 seat over from me. Really flat stomach and great tits… solid … chat her, she’ giving me ioi’s. I’m pretty blatent about the fact I’m picking her up and am actually making jokes like “so, you come to pickup hot guys in std clinic’s ofter or what?” …. “you’re ridiculous” to her and shit hehe …. She agrees to wait for me as I I get my tests so we can go for tea! STD CLINIC INSTANT DATE!! LOL … who would have thought??

Oh – when I was in the bathroom I didn’t stop peeing on time and got it over my hand. Then I fucking put the pee on the side to wipe, sent for toilet paper and knocked the pee bottle into the urinal where it was floating with other dude’s piss. I stared at it and though “ there’s no way I can fucking go out there and tell them that I dropped my container into the urinal” so I just picked It up, and washed it. Then I couldn’t pee cuz I’d used my pee up. There’s added pressure cuz this girl is waiting for me. AARRGHH. Finally I muster some up, wipe the container down again and I’m out the door

Date went quite well… small make out. I said to her “look if we’re both clean in a week, we should fuck our brains out! We know we’re clean, let’s do this!! … she gives me shit about knowing someone and I’m like. Yea me too, we can get to know each other before then, heh”

Made out with her a bit before I had to split to meet my friend (gave her my number and said I’d see her soon!)

Think she’ll call. Couldn’t be arsed to really get # and have to follow up…. Kind of mentioned and she was like “I don’t know if I will text you, cuz then you’d have my number and I don’t give out my number often” … what a square!

Whatever it was fun anyways….

Clubbing in Utrecht tomorrow! Yay!

May 1, 2009

Yesterday I went to the dentist. The woman who cleaned my teeth was 33 and getting married. She was moderately obese and brutally ugly. Like baaaaaaaaad. And some dude is marrying her!! What the FUCK! I wanted to give her a business card and be like “yo, if you love him, you won’t let him marry you.”

God DAMN! I am happy today because I am not that guy. Do I need to say more than that? No I’ll leave it there

Also, I went to a karaoke bar with MC. There was only one cute girl that wasn’t with someone… I opened her very honestly saying I’d like to chat with her, she was very polite but said she was hanging with her friends .. I wrote her an awesome love letter which I delivered on my way out.

Also, I saw my buddies sister whom I haven’t seen in years. Back in high school she was super hot. Super bitchy too, but super hot. Now she’s totally lost it. I wouldn’t touch her with …. Anything. I guess I won that round, huh? Muahaha

I guess a piece of me was hoping she’d still be hot. Then I could fuck her and get my revenge. Just a small piece. Ah well

Today I lamed out and didn’t bother going out. Sigh. I really didn't feel like it. I seem to be under the impression that i don't have to go clubbing to meet girls. i know i'm right. but i also know i could have met some hotties tonight. ah well, whatever. sometimes u gotta just do what u feel like. still tho. lame.

Jan 4th 6.21am (make out, fizzle out) hot babe though!

Jan 4th 6.21am
Ok we’re back from last night. First bar was absolutely terrible. I opened a couple of sets which I thought may have had a hot girl, but they didn’t. we promptly left and got to the second bar.

Second bar had one group of girls that looked cute, … it was a 3 set. I moved in and Gabrielle and alex came to wing me. The girl I thought was cute wasn’t so I talk to this other one. I’d noticed the other one (skinny blond) gave me ioi’s before. I chat to her a bit and I do physically escalate, touching her hands, putting my hand around her. She tried to give me the brush off, so I back turn to her. Try re open, she doesn’t seem interested so I move on to look for other girls. Even before I open the next set she’s in front of me … she re opens me with something. I tell her I thought she didn’t like me and she says “I was playing hard to get” … ok … well I find out she’s been single for 2 years! I ask why and she says because she’s a bitch. At this point I believe her. I try and escalate her more but she runs off

I open another girl who’s cute but maybe a bit older (well, older than what I usually go for but still younger than me, lol) … it’s amazing that I can look at a woman who’s maybe 26 and is aging badly – think she looks around 33 and call her “a bit older” when in fact she’s a few years younger than me! …. Anyways it goes well. I tell her I’m going to share a secret with her. I hug her and say “I’m a premature ejaculator sweetheart – I’m done with you already!” she laughs and I move off. Keep ‘em wanting more. Hehe.

My friends want to leave. I figure I’ll go back to the blond bitch and ask if she wants to come home with me. Why not? As I go over there though I figure to say bye to her other friends. So I bye to the least attaractive one, and then to the other one who actually up close was quite cute. I start talking to her and she’s actually really sweet. It feels wrong escalating her right in front of her friend I tried it on with… I say to her

“You know, I liked your friend but she was mean to me so I don’t like her anymore:

She says “you should give her a second chance” …. I say

“I gave her a second chance and she was mean to me again!” and she says “oh ok”

So I think I’ve made it clear I’m not into the other girl. After another minute of chat the blonde leans in and says something in dutch. I ask what is was and she says “she’s jealous you’re talking to me!” … hehe

Anyways I just felt dirty about trying shit so I just told her the name of the bar we’re going to figuring if she really likes me she’ll go there.

On the way out I re-open the older girl by the bar… one of her friends encourages me to go up to her just before I do so… after a min though she says “be right back” and starts talking to this girl and this other guy so I tell her It was nice to meet her and we split.

Do a few sets on the way, finally get to this bar that’s good. Full of girls, several hot ones

Right away near coat check I open this one short cute girl and her friend who’s also very cute but blonder and drunker rolls up. I joke with them and they are into me … first one says “what are you doing” … I say “what do u mean?” and she says “right now!” and I say “just got here, hangin with you guys!” and she says cool and they pull me onto the dance floor… at this point I am looking for my buddies, as I need a wing! I actually don’t really know what to do, but girls seem friendly and both are very cute! I feel if I escalate one the other will hate me. Fuck!! Finally I see my friends and point to the girls. Gabrielle tried to chat with one but she didn’t wanna talk to him. I dance around with them like a chode and I feel it slipping away because I haven’t really picked a target. Eventually the blonde says she might puke again and I think to switch to the other girl (who wants to make out with a girl with puke breath!) but I’d already kinda picked the blone and it was all fucked up (mainly in my head) … eventually they say they are going that way and I let them go….

I spot this hottie who I’m about to open who recongnizes me. She says from where but I can’t hear over the music. She says she now lives in Utrecht. I say we should meet up and ask for her number, she says I already have it! I have no fucking clue so tell her to put it in… her names comes up when I press save! Julie! Cooooool … she’ hot but not as skinny as I like but I may give her a shout. She’s on her way out….

Fuck maybe I should have just said “you’re both so cute, let’s go back to my house!” … I don’t know. Usually I don’t like more than one girl in a 2 set, I don’t remember this happening before… fuck it

Open loads of girls, many have boyfriends… a couple were very friendly though even though they said they had bf’s … they were with their friends also. Can I isolate these girls?? I didn’t try, I generally just moved on to look for better sets…

This one girl I spoke to was ridiculously hot. Just broke up with her bf of 9 months the day before!! Had a nice chat but I didn’t really escalate though I did try a bit, had my hand on her lovehandle and she subtly elbowed is off, lol. So I did make the effort… I tell her we should hang out and she’s like “yea maybe” and I say “take my number!” … she let me handle her phone and I put mine in but didn’t do the missed call. I think I was trying to follow my “no makeout, no number” rule… later I bumbed into her and tried to # close her and she was like “I got your number” and I was like “call me!” … ahha I’m such a chode

Gab talked to this one girl who’s friend dragged her off. The friend pointed me out to the tall blone (we’ll call her blondie) and I speak to her. She asks about my friend. I think maybe she’s into him so I find him and tell her she’s there but he doesn’t do anything about it. Hey, I tried. I go and re open her and she’s definitely into me. I just escalate and she goes along with it. Yay! Just as we start to make up her friend does everything to cock block, punching me, yelling everything. What a cunt some guy was hitting on her which distracted her long enough for me to make out with the blondie. She was one of the hotter girls in the club so I decided this was the set for the night. Her friend who was hammered proceeded to then make out with at least 3 guys, who themselves were hammered and just tongin other girls. (well, one of them was) … I got to heavily make out with blondie and was grabbin her ass, biting her neck etc. towards the end of the night I thought “ok, I got to get her really horny, I’m going to make out hard and try to finger her a bit” but I never got the chance. Night was over. I found out she lives alone etc and told her she should take me with her… she didn’t say no so I just assumed it was on and kept making out more and more etc. at the end she’s waiting for me to get my coat and I wrap her scarf around us both. Get my coat. This guy who kept trying to talk to her before re opens her, and after this other guy who is her friend. She tells me she’ll see me outside. So I figure either she’s dropping me or doesn’t want her friends to see her leave with me? She gets outside she’s pretty much forgotten about me and is looking for her bike. She’s like “oh hi” … I say “what now” and she says “I’m going home!” … I say “am I coming with you?” and she says “no” … I ask why not.. she says because I have to sleep. I tell her I’d let her sleep eventually…

Anyways ya… she woudn’t even make out with me outside!! Fuuuck. She tried to facebook close me. I make fun of her and swap numbers. She says we should meet up. I tell her I’ll call her tomorrow and ask if she’s going to pick up or be weird if I call her. She’s like “no!” …

Bwaaaaaaaaaaah

Fuck it. I tried, I really did.

Did I really push myself? Not as hard as I could have but shit I opened more night game sets than I have since probably my last challenge at koko’s. I mean it was a lot of fucking girls man…

Tommorow, I want to be more direct and stick to the opening “you’re hot, are you here with someone?” … I literally just want to do that and escalate on 20 girls to see the result. I’m too comfortable opening in my style – just coming up with fun/funny shit and being myself. I guess this is great but I suspect the most direct shit will get me laid more. Hang on, maybe I can still open my usual way, then ask who they are there with and then escalate?

I guess the question “do you have a boyfriend” is retarded as they have to say yes to just rid themselves of that slutty guilt .. that’s why “are you here with someone” is so much better. They can just say “just friends” and you have your green light.

Also I’d like to experiment with opening with “you’re hot!” and just going into logicstics… “do you live far? Do you live alone?” and then maybe sexually qualify “are you good in bed” etc

Oh just realized I did sexually qualify this girl I was making out with… was telling her all sorts of things I was going to do with her also, being quite sexual. I don’t’ usually do that either so… overall I did push my boundries some …

I feel pretty good but plan on pushing myself harder…

Tomorrow I will call Julie, blonde I made out with and a couple other flaking girls… plus my awesome date from yesterday might come to Utrecht to hang out (we spoke on the phone today) … she was felling poo…

Jan 3rd 11.14pm about to head out in Utrecht!

Jan 3rd
11.14pm Ok I am in Utrecht and we’re about to go out.
Day one of my challenge. The goal today is to be absolutely super direct.
I wanna just grab girls and try to kiss them. I will look for ioi’s but I suspect … not suspect, I am AIMING to get blow out LOTS.
Time to kill my escalation anxiety
I wanna do lots of makeouts and then bring some hottie to my friends house.

Great date - Learned a lot and am starting to apply Johnny Soporno principles

FINALLY met up with this hottie I met in a bar like AGGGESSS ago. She was going to come see me do a show but flaked. But she texted saying she wasn’t going to make it so I took that as an IOI. She’s messaged me if I was back yet from Stockholm when I was there, and then facebooked me when I ignored it (IOI)

I let her know when I got back… few fun texts back and forth and she says she wants to meet up.

I used Johnny soporno’s multiple date thread and it worked fucking great. I did it correctly this time.. heheh….

Also saying in a text message “hey just so you know I don’t kiss on first dates” is SO money. Suddenly they are chasing you – and they’re not sure if you are serious and it kinda of calms them down. She told me she was relieved when she got that! Hehe….

This girl was like super cool. Just as hot as I remember. Turns out she IS a good girl as she claimed on text. Only been with a handful of guys – pretty much all just relationships.

We both agreed that we hate condoms and that we should get checked out and fuck like rabbits

I introduced Johnny soporno’s theories and she thought they were interesting. I think I can get her to go along with this. Would like to get this girl as my main fb – that would be sweet

I know I could have fucked her tonight but I am still paranoid because I slep with the last girl without a condom so … I tell her we should wait because I really like her. Lol. Funny but I actually meant it – I really like this girl!!

Had nowhere to take her too, didn’t wanna try get to hers. She was tired plus her room mate knows she went on a first date so.. she’s just not the type. At first she was even like “ I didn’t think we were going to kiss today!!”

Interesting: I asked her why she flaked on coming to the comedy show – she said she was scared of getting hurt etc

Then I asked if she intended on ever seeing me again once she flaked on coming to the comedy show and she said no …

The reason she saw me in the end? My anti flake text!! The best one EVER!! Hehe

She said she loved it and though “that’s it I HAVE to meet this guy!”

Text game woooorks

Shit, game works.

This girl though man – she’s really sweet. She’s been hurt before … kept saying “we should slow down” when the kissing got good. Actually first time I kissed her was early in the date at the place where I was staying. Right after the makeout she was like “I should go” and I was like “don’t worry, we’re not going to fuck, we can get out of here together” and she was like “ok” … .later on when she said we have to kiss less I said “ok no more kissing tonight, that’s it” … and every time we had a “moment” I’d say “ok, that’s one time I didn’t kiss you where I really wanted to…” and I just kept doing that. I said “at ten I should get a prize! Aren’t I doing well???” then we made out again and even heavier than before

It’s just 2 steps forward 1 step back… I was never really doing this properly but I was doing it tonight and it works a fucking treat

What a great day 2! She wants to see me tomorrow. Aiiiiiiii

Gonna have to sell her on the friends with benefits package, no way around it….

New year's Booze fest

Uggghhhh
Met up with Gabriel and Alex (new to game but is a natural) … went to this party that was laaaame. Free booze though. I decided to get hammered as it’s new year and all that. What the fuck right? Was doing tequila shots. Jesus when I typed that word I could smell it in my nose. Fuck. I got way too drunk but will get to that in a sec. So, the host of the party telle me to calm down. All I did was say to this guy (with high energy) “come on man, let’s do a shot! Come ooon!! Come do a shot or I’ll cut you!” while holding a knife. Apparently he told a couple other people to calm down also. This guy was like super chodey AFC guy. He told me he didn’t like me. He was like “man everyone here knows you’re just some guy off the street” .. and I’m “dude everyone here loves me. Why do you think people keep coming up to me and talking to me all the time?” … anyways I was trying make friends with him – almost as an exercise… maybe I could sell him some 1:1 training lol…. He was a dick anyways. He walked away mid sentence. Then later he comes up to me and goes “you’re growing on me!” …

I told this other guy what I did and he was like “yea I saw this girl on the bus once and I was thinking about if there was a way to meet her, but I didn’t do anything” … I told him a couple of my openers and he was like “what, you just would say that?? Really?” … hahah I forget sometimes how even the most basic shit seems crazy to people outside of game. It really is another world, isn’t it?

I met this one guy who told me he met some girl online once who said she wanted to come live in Amsterdam. After 2 weeks of chatting with her online he said to her “why don’t you come” and she did and they were together for years. Then he did it again to a woman after talking to her for 30 mins. What the fuck!!

Right after the stroke of new year I put my face into a woman’s boobs and felt them up. Her boyfriend was around too, that could have gotten messy. Heh.

We walk over to this club. It’s sold out. I try talking to the bouncer but he’s having none of it. Then Gabrielle comes up to me with 2 tickets in his hand. Score. Turns out the asshole party house gave them to him! Ha!! We go in. I feel sick so I head to the toilets. There a spend the remaining 2 hours puking till the club closes. I got 2 texts during that time inuquiring about my location. I replied “puking in the toilet. Ouu there in a min (out there is what I meant” … then they convinced me to walk to leidseplein to look for girls. It was dead though and I eventually get a cab.

Hang on, why did I even write this? Nothing happened. What a pointless report. Sorry for wasting your time. I just got really wasted. I am going back to my strict non drinking regimen. Oh yeah. Puking is so not sexy.